what a horrible monday morning...

so today..i did not go to school because lack of sleep and i know if i did go to my one class..i would fall asleep for sure. so i told my mom i was gonna stay home and take a nap.

so our house has this roommate who is the son of my mom's friend..so he is staying at our house..for i dont know how long..he has the room next to mine..i'm in the middle between his room and my brother's room. but my brother sleeps in the living room..so its all good..our walls are the thickest..so when someone talks loud or SNORES..i can hear it..and this guy snores freaking loud..this wasnt the first time it had happened too..i wake up because some loud noise..and check the clock..and its 3:30am. i'm like WTH! so i try to go back to sleep..but he snores and snores..and i try to listen to music..i get tired from music so i turn it off and here is he snoring away..i then check the clock and its 545AM..and now i am pissed off and cranky..so i move to the living couch..and what do you know...i can still hear his snore..put the pillow over my head..i can still hear it..i'm just like WTF!!!and when he sleep talks..he YELLS..i'm literally going to like sock him in the face....so i finally move to my CAR..and look at my phone..and its almost 7am..and i have to wake up at 8..so i literally got 1 hour of sleep..but told my mom i am not going to school..

people with soft snores arent that bad..i can sleep through that..but this was like bigger than an earthquake or thunder....you just have to be there to know what i'm talking about...

what a horrible way to start off a monday...

i need my sleep!!!

WHAT A BLESSED NIGHT!

so yesterday was the Hillsong United Concert at the nokia theatre in Los angeles. i wasn't planning on going because when the presale tickets became available i had absolutely no money. the tickets werent even expensive. BUT..TRACY..a very good friend of mine told me she was buying me a ticket..when i got the text..i had no words..what an awesome friend i have.

so the night comes..wow it was super packed. i remember the last time i went to the Nokia Theatre for Carrie Underwood's concert..even though that was packed too..there was a different feeling i had at the hillsong concert.

i have seen so many people get blessed during that concert. it wasnt a concert..it was definitely a night of worship. the message reminded me..that i shouldnt compare myself to others...like how i want what my friend has or i want to be like my friend..i shouldnt compare..i have to be myself and only myself. and there is hope..there is hope.

not only was i blessed by the worship, but just everyone around me. we all come here on a monday night..to worship the one who saved us. as a worship leader, it showed me..it doesnt take any skills to come and worship our lord. we come with our hearts and everything that we have and give it up to our Lord.

i needed a night like this. There is hope somewhere inside..i just havent found it yet i guess...but i will continue to believe.

comfort zone is something we all are afraid to get out..i can say for myself that its hard for me to step out of my comfort zone..but to reach out across the earth...we gotta get out..

let us worship our lord with all that we have..for he is the lord of everything.

"There is no one else for me, None But Jesus" - (None But Jesus- Brooke Fraser/Hillsong)

"You Hold Me Now"

-Susan

Away

Ever feel like you just want to get away from everything? because you feel like if you do, it would make everyone else feel better and they wouldnt have to deal with you??

if i could...i would so get away..