some fun things happened and some other things that just makes you sit and think..
fun things..meeting and hanging out with Colbie Caillat..seeing her perform live and all the other performers..awesome...gotta love music.
work is..mmm work..even though my store manager and assistant manager got promoted..and left us..work is work..and i can't complain because i have a job..
other fun things..hanging out with my brother over at linda's house (future sister in law)
not only are they there..BUT also because doggies are there..i love doggies.
other stuff goin on in the life of Susan Yu...will be playing at my first event this coming friday september 25th in Irvine. i don't worry so much about the performance because it's not all about the performance.yes i would want to play it right, remember all my lyrics..but there's only one reason why i'm up there..is to praise our Lord. the one who put me there and put me where i am in my life right now. yea things may be rough..but thats life and i have to face that. i have to really appreciate what i have in my life right now..yea alot of times my emotions will get to me and i'll just sit down and listen to music for hours ...or i'm just not in the mood to talk or to play..but that's life. gotta live with it.no worries i'm no emotional freak. unless you cry in front of me..then i might cry as well..but you probably won't catch me in tears
so for this event i had to write more songs..so out of all the ones i wrote in the last 2 weeks or so..i just had to pick two..so for the past two weeks..i'm excited but nervous at the same time..and now i find out some of my church people will be there..that's even more nerve racking...oh well..they say equipment is whatevers..so they tell us we can bring our own..haha..so i dont really know what to expect..but i do hope that these youth kids will see what God can really do in people's lives and in their lives..writing songs takes alot of energy..for some random reason i like to write songs randomly at night..late at night..like right now its almost 2am..and i have things on my mind for a song..weird...writing is fun but it was just alot of thinking..kind of just putting myself aside from everything and everyone..
one day i hope to write with other people. it's always good to get other people's ideas too
throughout those couple of weeks..it just made me think alot about what's gonna happen next..if ya'll have like asian parents..or maybe its just my mom..but they keep asking if like youre dating or what not..of course girls think about those kind of things..of course i think about what kind of guy i would want to date and if i will ever date this person..but as i think about that..it just comes to me that the right person will come at the right time..so then what's the point in having crushes?? dont know..but those just come..and sometimes they dont go..but i realized that even if i do have a crush on someone..they will never know..so i'm just holding that in for long and nothing will happen after that..unless i tell them i like them..but that never ends the way i want it..and thinking about it..i think that what happened was right..so my crush for someone or if it ever comes..will be low key..i will enjoy my life as me for now..
so music...first album is pretty much done..all i need is to get them in the mail..i don't do music for no reason..there's always a reason for everything. and i am blessed to have made this album..even though its not ALL what people expect..i like to mix things in the album a bit with secular and non secular stuff..but for the second album..we'll see what happens..i still have goals..that i want to reach..but for now one step at a time..
after all this writing, playing, singing, working, i feel i need a break..my head is like exploding..i just want to go on a vacation...or just go somewhere where its quiet and i can just breathe in the clean air in the mountains
song of the moment: Fearless By Colbie Caillat (Breakthrough album)
and i'll leave y'all with my favorite verse:
Jeremiah 29:11
-Juno
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